Apparently I fail at keeping up with this. I really do wanna get better, so I’m gonna start again okay cool. I’ve done it once before, I know I can do it again. Also, I’m a different person than I was even a few months ago, so we’ll see how this goes.

Dana’s probably the only one who still cares about this but w/e. xoxo

DAY 1 - April 14th, 2012 - Saturday

So this happened yesterday, when you see it, you’ll know.

I woke up this morning and realized that somehow I still haven’t filed my taxes yet?! HOW DID THAT HAPPEN?! Whoops. Guess I gotta do that ASAP aka right now before work.

The acoustic version of On Paper by Arkells came out yesterday and it’s literally been on repeat since I got it. Listen to it [here] and fall in love like I did.

I woke up this morning with the strong desire to start loving life again, however, in my current situation, I’m not sure how to go about doing that.

• My finances are a wreck again.
• My finaid for school isn’t here like it’s supposed to be, so I have no idea what’s happening with that. :/
• While I am getting better (slowly) health-wise, I have to be eating gluten, wheat, and dairy free, which is so much more expensive than I can afford right now. Yikes.
• My relationship with Christ has been suffering and I’ve been so distracted with everything else that I haven’t noticed that, and hmmm maybe that’s why things are awful right now. When things are bad, that seems to be the first thing I notice needs to be fixed and then everything else works itself out.
• Things with Broccoli are up in the air for the next two months, and that’s killing me slowly. I’ve been agonizing over this whole situation since what, NOVEMBER?! and it’s APRIL?! What is wrong with me?!

I really want to start loving life again, and I don’t know how.

Day 10 - January 30th, 2012 - Monday

Too tired to function.

My balance is being affected, I almost fell over stumbling around several times at mtp today, and I still have a whole shift at vd tonight.

This is not good.

Day 9 - January 29th, 2012 - Sunday

Okay okay okay so life got crazy and I got distracted and forgot about this, but I will start again now and pick up where I left off okay cool.

Okay, so on a side note, it’s raining as I walk to church, and mah hurrrrr is cooperating today. I just really like what it chooses to be rn.

Okay I’m done now.

:)

Day 8 - January 3rd, 2012 - Tuesday

A R I Z O N A.

I love everything today chooses to be.